Easing back in
For days now I’ve been wanting to sit down and do this but for whatever reason it’s been hard to jump back in again. I’ve certainly had things to talk about and have in other places but I can’t seem to just sit down and bla bla bla away blog-style. Every day has been an, ahem, adventure. I blog in my head but since they don’t yet have software or hardware that makes it possible for me to compose and post via mental telepathy (is that how one would do it?) and nowadays they usually prescribe hard meds for that, I’ll have to make myself sit down and recount this ordeal. Maybe eventually it will be an adventure but for now, even though it’s getting better, it’s still somewhat of an ordeal. At the very least I want to put something down for the kids so they know what was going on inside my head when I took their lives and turned them upside down.
I’ve written some things in emails that I might find and post because the last week and a half has been a blur and some of it I’ve blocked out. I’m not kidding about that.

